Eccl 4:10

I used to love being down. I used to feel that it was like a release - I can be comforted by talking to someone or just crying my heart out.

How stupid. There are some pains that are too big for tears.

stare at the list for long
wait in vain for an hear
go hide, go hide, go hide in the dark
brine unhearalded, unheard

i'm tired