so afraid to show i care...

that's a line from a Barbara Streisand song btw... "Tell Him". it's such an awesome song... probably the best non-Christian song i've ever heard. it's about an older woman telling a young woman in love to tell her man that she loves him.

reminds me of a book i'm reading now. the book is quite scary... it tries to tell women that if a guy doesn't call you, doesn't ask you out and doesn't sleep with you, you can be sure he doesn't like you and you should forget about him. like... huh?? i mean that would be true if all guys in the world are really confident and really extroverted... but there ARE guys in the world who don't immediately try to jump into a girl's life the moment they get a little interested in her... well. maybe it's just me... *shrug*

anyway, time to sleep, goodnight. :)

p.s. i know i know... i feel odd too... 2 days after i write a horribly sad entry i suddenly sound normal again. >_< dunno what's going on.